Not Setting Up Shop
Feb. 17th, 2007 11:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dr_pretentiousThe friend with whom I've been brainstorming about starting a business got word that the university will be reappointing her for next year. If we lived in a country with a national health system, we'd be free to strike out on our own anyway, but the difference between the university's health insurance and all the other options is such that S is staying put at Rutgers. It's absolutely the right thing for her to do, and we knew all along the odds of her doing it were about 50/50.
Without S in the picture, swapping the flexibility of my freelance work for the intricacies of owning a limited liability company would be a very bad trade.
I'm both disappointed and relieved.
Some things about running a tutoring business with territory of its own would have been good, or at least an improvement on my current working conditions. It would have been nice to cut the time I spend driving on house calls altogether out of my daily routine, to make the students come to me. I was starting to make peace with the word entrepreneur, mostly by insisting to myself that I'd be more like Fezziwig than like Scrooge. (Most of the entrepreneurs I've met in Dan's field have been major jerks, but it must be possible to start a business and hire employees without immediately becoming an asshole.) I liked the idea of being able to offer starving grad students a spot in my lifeboat, since the university's budget is sinking to the bottom of the sea.
On the other hand, now I won't need to burn the precious mortal hours of my life on learning Quickbooks. If the economy takes a dip and my client families have to tighten their belts, I won't have to worry about paying rent on office space. As long as I'm my own sole employee, I'll never have to fire anyone.
Best of all, I don't have to sacrifice more writing time to my day job than I already do. Even if there were no other reason to be relieved, that would still be huge.
Now it may be possible to get the Stisele manuscript into complete working draft by the end of March after all. Remember when I thought I'd be done roughing this book out by the end of September? Yeah, I remember that, too. So it goes. March would be fine. March would be great.
Without S in the picture, swapping the flexibility of my freelance work for the intricacies of owning a limited liability company would be a very bad trade.
I'm both disappointed and relieved.
Some things about running a tutoring business with territory of its own would have been good, or at least an improvement on my current working conditions. It would have been nice to cut the time I spend driving on house calls altogether out of my daily routine, to make the students come to me. I was starting to make peace with the word entrepreneur, mostly by insisting to myself that I'd be more like Fezziwig than like Scrooge. (Most of the entrepreneurs I've met in Dan's field have been major jerks, but it must be possible to start a business and hire employees without immediately becoming an asshole.) I liked the idea of being able to offer starving grad students a spot in my lifeboat, since the university's budget is sinking to the bottom of the sea.
On the other hand, now I won't need to burn the precious mortal hours of my life on learning Quickbooks. If the economy takes a dip and my client families have to tighten their belts, I won't have to worry about paying rent on office space. As long as I'm my own sole employee, I'll never have to fire anyone.
Best of all, I don't have to sacrifice more writing time to my day job than I already do. Even if there were no other reason to be relieved, that would still be huge.
Now it may be possible to get the Stisele manuscript into complete working draft by the end of March after all. Remember when I thought I'd be done roughing this book out by the end of September? Yeah, I remember that, too. So it goes. March would be fine. March would be great.
